My life and journey as I learn and experience new things in the world of kink. horror/macabre/corsets/fashion/make up/movies/music/art/sexTumblr (3.0; @thepainslutdiaries)http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/<iframe width="400" height="299" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/hGhjQAudCvY?wmode=transparent&autohide=1&egm=0&hd=1&iv_load_policy=3&modestbranding=1&rel=0&showinfo=0&showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://nickotin.tumblr.com/post/23230092564/follow-me">nickotin</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Follow Me</p> </blockquote> <p>How fucking beautiful is this?!</p>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/23272828071http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/23272828071Thu, 17 May 2012 23:31:28 -0400beautifuliwan rheoni diedomgsongfollow meOMGSQUEEEEEEEEEEE<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4753xw3bK1qi9uq6o1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://emkels.tumblr.com/post/23268351425/seriously">emkels</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Seriously.</p> </blockquote> <p>Lol. </p>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/23270103337http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/23270103337Thu, 17 May 2012 22:45:19 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1rxsrLf4n1qhh0lzo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Why yes, I do love me some Rick Genest</p>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/21096378616http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/21096378616Sat, 14 Apr 2012 14:46:52 -0400rick genestzombie boyyumhottattoos<p>No one laughs at God when you&#8217;re alone sitting in a doctor&#8217;s office, half naked and waiting for a second opinnion.</p>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/20658581264http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/20658581264Sat, 07 Apr 2012 13:06:18 -0400scaredspiritualitydiseasespain<p>And having to explain what you were doing with a noose around your neck after people run downstairs to see you lying on the floor of the closet after the place you were using to hang yourself gave in and collapsed on your head.</p>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/20552270391http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/20552270391Thu, 05 Apr 2012 19:03:37 -0400suicidedepressionanxiety<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxtfh4vKRc1rnn6wqo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://www.psychofactz.com/post/15857776008/http-psychofactz-tumblr-com-mine-is-maniac">psychofactz</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://psychofactz.tumblr.com/"><a href="http://psychofactz.tumblr.com/">http://psychofactz.tumblr.com/</a></a></p> <p>Mine is<strong> Maniac, Fool and Suicide :O</strong></p> </blockquote> <p><strong>Leaves Men Naked</strong></p> <p>I do.</p>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/19846798676http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/19846798676Sat, 24 Mar 2012 14:57:36 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1b2foGrj51ro9ww8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/19747736077http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/19747736077Thu, 22 Mar 2012 17:31:00 -0400geekzodiacawesomesauce<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0lqcnz2ir1ro9ww8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18990015342http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18990015342Fri, 09 Mar 2012 00:09:59 -0500muppetserniebertjim hensonsesame street<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz9g4nsIxF1r5yhsqo4_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz9g4nsIxF1r5yhsqo12_r1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz9g4nsIxF1r5yhsqo14_r1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz9g4nsIxF1r5yhsqo5_250.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz9g4nsIxF1r5yhsqo9_r1_400.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz9g4nsIxF1r5yhsqo15_r1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz9g4nsIxF1r5yhsqo10_r1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><blockquote> <p>Plague doctors were individuals in the Middle Ages who were given the task of tending to people infected with the plague. In most cases, they were either second rate or under-trained physicians, incapable of maintaining their own practice. Many were not doctors at all, but people of various other employments paid by towns to cater to the sick. </p> <p>Plague doctors were employed in various methods whenever plague set in. The earliest documentation of these individuals being hired go as far back as the mid 500s AD. The plague doctor image that we as a general public are familiar with was not seen until the 1600s. It was then that the “traditional” plague doctor costume was created. The costume consisted of a cloak made of heavy fabric covered in wax to protect the doctor’s body, and a mask to keep out the sick air. The masks had a long cone shaped structure at the nose, to be filled with scents that would protect the doctor from the bad air.</p> <p>Because of the nature of their work, plague doctors often became victims of the plague themselves, or were quarantined for the protection of the public.</p> </blockquote>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18981318919http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18981318919Thu, 08 Mar 2012 21:23:42 -0500doctorsplagueplague maskscreepyawesomemust have<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_luyy6ezYSV1r3u9bzo1_r1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_luyy6ezYSV1r3u9bzo2_r1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://housewifeswag.tumblr.com/post/18975064997/obvious-need">housewifeswag</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>obvious need.</p> </blockquote> <p><strong>need</strong> these shoes. </p>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18979586901http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18979586901Thu, 08 Mar 2012 20:56:24 -0500<a href="http://www.humansexmap.com/showmap.php?mapid=map4f5419c7f10e73.91135969">my human sex map</a>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18770234591http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18770234591Sun, 04 Mar 2012 21:50:32 -0500sexsex mapfunfetisheskink<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m08nwedczR1ro9ww8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18590502335http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18590502335Thu, 01 Mar 2012 22:48:14 -0500johnny depprobert englundnightmare on elm streetawesome<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m07puoZcnV1ro9ww8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18552566200http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18552566200Thu, 01 Mar 2012 10:32:48 -0500corsetssexyfashionhotyayhttp://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18551701223http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18551701223Thu, 01 Mar 2012 09:58:19 -0500eek!ewrandomhorsessarah jessica parker<p>It makes me physically ill.</p>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18538510137http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18538510137Wed, 29 Feb 2012 23:55:17 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m06plfxGfD1ro9ww8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18530065900http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18530065900Wed, 29 Feb 2012 21:29:39 -0500sexoralhumor<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m06o7jUK3o1ro9ww8o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18528044991http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18528044991Wed, 29 Feb 2012 20:59:43 -0500rick genestzombie boyyumsexymenhottattoos<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0517pAMXW1ro9ww8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>♥ Corset Obsessions.</p>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18481100551http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18481100551Tue, 28 Feb 2012 23:45:25 -0500corsetssexyboobsyayobsessedfashion<p>By <span class="author_name caps bold normal_style relative"> <a href="http://thoughtcatalog.com/author/stephanie-georgopulos" title=" Stephanie Georgopulos "> Stephanie Georgopulos </a></span></p> <p>I like how you mispronounce words sometimes, how you fumble and stammer and stutter looking for the right ones to say and the right ways to say them. I appreciate that you find language challenging, because it is, because everything manmade is challenging. Including man, including you.</p> <p>When you sleep on your side, I like to map the constellations between your beauty marks freckles pimples, the minuscule mountains that sprinkle your back. I like the tufts of hair you forgot to shave and the way you smell when you haven’t showered in a while; I like the sleep left in your eyes.</p> <p>I like the way your skin dies in the middle of the night, how you die from embarrassment the next morning; how you writhe in the snake casing you’ve left behind. I like that you think pillow snowflakes carry more weight than pillow talk; that you think my opinion of you is so fickle that it could change overnight. (It’s not.)</p> <p>I enjoy seeing you insecure, vulnerable. I like to watch red steam light up your cheeks, a spreading mist of shame when you think you’ve done something unacceptable like missing a step on the stairs or not having the perfect answer to something I’ve said. It’s like you honestly don’t know how wonderful you are, it’s like you have no idea.</p> <p>The burns, the scars, the black and blues on your face body heart, I want to know their stories. I want to know what hurt you, who hurt you, how bad the damage is. I like your hard, ugly toenails and the layer of fat that lines your belly, the soft parts you try to hide. It’s okay to be soft, sometimes.</p> <p>I appreciate your ability to get inappropriately angry as much as I appreciate your willingness to apologize afterward. I like how your passion manifests unpredictably and uncontrollably, how your feelings cannot be caged or concealed, how you’re incapable of apathy.</p> <p>I like how you can’t dance, how you have pedestrian taste in music, how the worst song on every album is your favorite. I like how enthusiastic you are when you hear it, it’s like you don’t know how terrible it is, it’s like maybe how you’re able to love someone like me. (Perhaps that’s your biggest flaw, perhaps that’s the one I love most.)</p> <p>Your flaws single you out, set you apart, make you different from the rest, and thank god. I don’t just <strike>put up with</strike> <strike>settle for</strike> accept your blemishes, I like them. I like them because they make you human, and humans are easier to love than photographs and illusions and ideals; humans fit more easily between arms and between legs; humans are welcome to their imperfections because if there’s one thing humans can do perfectly, it’s love. Humans can love, they can do it flawlessly.</p>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18480981410http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18480981410Tue, 28 Feb 2012 23:42:57 -0500loveromanceflawssexyfrecklessweetsad<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m04w41CIiF1ro9ww8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><h2>“Chambord”</h2> <h3>House of Dior  (French, founded 1947)</h3></p>http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18474666183http://thepainslutdiaries.tumblr.com/post/18474666183Tue, 28 Feb 2012 21:55:13 -0500couturedressesclothingfashionbeautifulomg